I can’t lie that these past few months haven’t been difficult. I don’t think I have continuously ran on this little sleep for this long of a period of time in my whole life; not even in college! And the amount of new responsibility and change in routine has been beyond what I thought. But it is so rewarding and so awesome to have our little boy in our arms and watch him as he has already grown so much in these few short months.
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(Newborn Josiah)
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(3 Month Old Josiah)
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It’s been so fun to see Josiah learn and grow. He’s just now getting to the stage where he really looks at you and responds (sometimes) to the things you do. He’s started to smile a ton, and the other day even gave his first little squeaky laugh.
It’s funny how being a parent really opens your eyes up to your own childhood and parents. It’s funny to see things on the other side. You really start to appreciate parenting a lot more.
One of the things that hit me today was how proud I am to be our baby’s dad. The funniest part is that he hasn’t really done a whole lot or given me much reason to take much pride in him. Most of the time he sleeps, cries, and/or poops. But the times I just get to stare at him sleeping I think about how blessed I am. When he laughs while we play or get’s excited because he made a silly noise or sat up, my heart is full of happiness. I think about how much more proud I will be when he begins to walk and talk, and read and write; when he get’s into sports, or band, or school clubs. I’m thankful for our little boy, but I’m also thankful to look back and see that I know my parents felt the same way for me when I was Josiah’s age. The pride of being a parent is like nothing you have ever experienced before. And I know that pride will continue to grow over the course of our baby boy’s life, and I can’t wait.
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Tell us your story… What or who is someone you are so proud of and why?
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-M